i NID to vent my anger.
DAMN TAT ASSHOLE BROTHER!
i kno its crude to talk about my 'own' bro but i cant help it
he seriously nids attitude restructuring!
his frens shld really see tis post and ask him to reflect coz he DOESNT listen to negative or neutral comments on himself..

'YA LA YA LA, U'RE THE BEST LA, OWAYS CORRECT'
scarstic comment he gave me.
'yes, so wad if im smart, u're really stupid den'
fucker.

pain in the ass.
toking to him
really makes me feel lyk slapping him hard on the face
or maybe, just get a knief thru his neck, thru the trachea down to the spinal cord!

stuck up attitude of his
i really wonder why he even has got frens n serves in the church ministry
sucks can!
HOLY christian behave lyk tis at home.
not even to me, but to parents..
wher's even the least respect?
its lyk we own everything to him..
SUCKER!!

grats, for he dint get into CJ
he just make me lyk to see him not getting wad he wants
or-bi-good!
he once said, maybe not once, but a million times,
''I DONT EVEN KNO WAD I WANT TO DO, HOW U EXPECT ME TO GO POLY?!?!?''
and now, after he got his posting results - serangoon jc, he's lookin up on the poly courses
good for him for being so aloof

i mearly asked if he wanted to go into poly since he culdnt get into CJ and isnt really happy wif going into serangoon jc
it was a QUESTION
and he said i was making 'assumptions'
HELLO?
i repeat, its a QUESTION not an assumption
and he die hard oso say its an assumption
WTF. he can never accept he is wrong can!

now, he's even trying to appeal into TJC?
previously, he was posted to tat sch for 1st 3mths
he DIE oso dun wan
appeal CJ
now wana go back to wher he rejected..
they rejected him for his posting choices oso
now he's trying so hard,
duno 4 wad fuck.
he's so hard to please..
or maybe, he cant even please himself?

ytd, my mum asked out of concern what his principal said abt his appeal
immediately, he gt so aggitated and replied with the fucked-up voice
'I WHER GOT SAY HE WANTS TO SEE US? DUN ANYHOW SAY LA!'
I heard him telling my mum e other day can?
and he so confident say nv say?
mum said i can be wittness coz i heard and guess wad?
he still dun admit he wrong
so do i have to say, me n my mum were hearing things?

he nids real reflection.
does he even speak in tis matter to his frens b4?
how many times?
got exceed no. of fingers on 1 hand anot?
mayb 1 time oso dun hab can.
SHIT HIM
he practically talks with 'I-AM-KING' tone everyday can..
yes, everyday.
only once in a million moon he speaks lyk an angel. eew?!
a million moon hasnt come thou.


good heaven-ly gracious if he even gets a gf
poor gurl.
she wld never find out the ugly side of tis man
till.. mayb get married or live tgt?
by den, it wld b too late to run.
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yes, i feel more calmed own after all tat venting.
thou i really felt lyk laying my paws on him,
i shldnt, coz even my parents dun do tat..
mayb wen we were younger.
but now not already.

i tink its better tis way coz we dont learn violence to get wad we want or to vent our anger
its unhealthy for both sides, victim and attacker?
haha~
i applaud my parents for being patient people
2wards tat stinky bro of mine, i can nv do the same.

thinking abt violence makes me think back to my previous exposure
yes, it sucked. big time.
i dont ever wana see tat kind of thing again coz it really scares me to the brink wher i go too tearful for any words.

okay!
nid to lighten up the mood a little.
de-stress coz exams are finally over!
huurraay!
poor bain cells, massive war tis few wks.
LOL.

sry to part of the gang for not being able to go town today
i was really tired
duno wad to do ther oso.
slp seemed a better resort 4 me coz i lost so much of it..
hope u enjoyed..
date wif u all some other time =]


sad thing is tat attatchments are up again next wk
T_T
nnnoooooooo.....
let tis friday, saturday and sunday last lyk a year okie!!
make it last.
LOl.

i wan my holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


complicated people are so hard to understand
live simple (: