GOD DAMNIT.. pls, for goodness sake, stop calling me in the middle of the night coz it totally disturbes my slp...justine's been such a poor sleeper tis days that just a sound of that irritaining 'hamster ringtone' keeps me awake the whole night! maybe there's a curse.. signs~ i so long to slp peacefully.. =c tmr's going to be a long long day at the hospital.. haiz..

ok wadeva, today's lyk the 1st day of my hospital attatchement! woots! as usual, we had tis orientation ard the ward..yawns, i was lyk dozzing off lahs. woke up at lyk 1am by a phone call n didnt slpt thruout the night! roars...people can slp after talking to me but i cant! so pls b a little considerate..justine wants to slp!

they call the staff nurses 'sister' in the ward but i find it kinda weird..still not used to that kinda address..lol. i prefer to call them staff nurse..LOL =x hmm.. im lyk in charge of ward 64S, rm16.. a GUY's ward! [pls dun come n disturb=x] guess wad, thou its a C Class, there's aircon! how cool is that! haha =p heard that its newly renovated and it looks quite cool.. spacious, new, bla bla bla.. the best thing of all was that u only have to on 1 fan, out of the 6 fans and u'll be feeling north pole..LOL. super cooling in there! no worries, no sweat! =)

another suprise was that there was a staff nurse whom i actually know! woots! but i tink she didnt rmb me.. =c she's the CI in-charge for the sec2/3 [ i 4gt =x STM!] the PA[police academy] t-baton tinky! wow..she's lyk so senior lahs. the best thing was that she is in the same room as me! lol. didnt got a chance to really say 'hello' to her coz she looked very busy all the time, working machine =x haha.

=p there's tis handsome hunk who stood out from the rest.. weets! in my ward =x hahahahha life wont be bored for tis attatchement anymore! =p wee wee.. roars! tmr start work at 7am, means must wake up at 4.45am, leave hse at ard 5.30am.. DAMN EARLY lahs! poor justine.. its lyk only we 3 gd frens, me+hui fen+pei ru the same shift..the rest all afternoon shift! IMAO! all 3 of us diff wards lahs..but very nearby c=

things i've learnt today:
1) ISO2 machine - measure oxygen lvl in blood
2) document correctly [ISO2]
3) document IO chart - intake output chart
4) serving urinal,mearuring,record
i think that's all? i've gt STM! cant really rmb much..

i guess tmr morning i've got to take e perimeters. lol. hope it wld b fun =)

nursing's not an easy job ok! it tired me out the 1st day! i was lyk half dead =c my poor legs.. xin ku ni le.. one more think, know y most nurses are so thin? the breaks we have are lyk too short? lol. walk, take lift, buy food, eat~ 25mins gone! we have to be back lyk in 30min.. imao! rush here rush there...


justine has yet to see a doctor! who wants to be my personal doctor? lolx.

lol. check tis out... haha.


A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents.
Since this is such abig event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time.
* * * * * * * * *
Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms.
He tells the pharmacist it's hisfirst time andthe pharmacist helps the boy for about anhour.
He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms andsex.
* * * * * * * * *
At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack.
The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all.
* * * * * * * * *
That night, the boy shows up at the girl'sparentshouse and meets his girlfriend at the door.
"Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!
"* * * * * * * * *
The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinnertablewhere the girl's parents are seated.
The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head.
* * * * * * * * *
A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in prayer,with his head down.
* * * * * * * * *
10 minutes pass, and still no movement from the boy.
* * * * * * * * *
Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down,the girlfriend leans over and whispers to the boyfriend,
"I had no idea you were this religious."
* * * * * * * *
The boy turns, and whispers back,
"I had no idea your father was a pharmacist."

wee... i only slpt for 1hr for e nite..or shld i say e morning.. LOL sth's bothering my slp..i cant seem to sleep for longer hrs..wads happening to me, doctor!!!

<< super neat b4 i went to e hospital.. lol.


i super hate tying my bloody hair coz i look damn funny wif tt face with a pony bun! lol. thank GOD for giving me hair. imagine if i lost all of mine my hair 1day. gosh! i tink i'll look lyk an alien... i look super neat & extremely toot wif my hair tied up..i myself cant stand it! roars....

-just c e difference.. =.=!

i rmbed i took a rubberband for my pei ru b4 i left my hse..but i seem to hab lost it wen i reached there... sobs.. make me so kang jiong, searched my bag so frantictly till i got so hot n sweaty! wad a 'nice' start...

e so called lecture was damn boring lahs. make me so so slpy.. zzz sat there for about 3hrs.. my poor butt!! plus, e chair was so hard and there was no room for me legs to stretch! hmpx. so uncomfortable lors.

after that we went for a sum sorta hospital tour.. it was totally sick lahs.. im lyk half dead n hab to walk up e hill, walk here n there so fast! my poor legs! i pratically was lyk a walking zombbie walking ard with e grp..lol. nice hospital! made me blurr..e blocks are lyk linked everywhere n i can just get lost if there were no sign boards... phew~

[hungry + hot + thirsty + tired] -> sleep ->faster go home! e drive reduction thoery! lol.

<< fen n me..we got so fascinated by our reflection on the train's window..they made us look so SLIM! lol. fen says tt wld b our motivation! LOL.




i reached home n slpt for 2-3hrs i guess! lol.

justine wants to sleep normally!!!

<<< ytd on the way to hougang via taxi..justine was too lazy to take bus at that peak hour! lol.
ah wen looks damn cheeky =x







went to meet up wif my old peeps today! thx goodness 4 them..or i wld hab ended up decomposed, infested with maggots! lol. =x damn disgusting
hm.. we met at lyk 5pm..lol coz they were late! thx goodness gt brenda pei...if nt i'll b damn lonely


<<< jia yan's lyk mad.. wanted to tale pics wif me but covered her face in e end... LOL.



we went amk play arcade n pool...lol. damn childish lahs.. arcade =.= lol. guess who i saw at e arcade...lol. ZENDEN! =.=! tat fool =x lol. its kinda weird coz i didnt kno hw e hell i actually recognised him =x oops. he looked lyk so so diff...he n his monkey tail! haha.. funny tink was tt i said 'hi' n 'bye' he must hab tot tis gal is mad! lol. so unfriendly =x oops.





<<< crazy lahs. jia yan n fiona. just look at fiona =.=
wad big eyes, wad a smile =x lol.

jy looks totally lyk a butch lahs. damn she keeps huging me n i tink e pl on e street probably tot tat we were not straight... jy can b crooked but justine is STRAIGHT ok!


tmr's lyk my orientation at SGH n guess wad, im still damn awake..oops. i tink my insomia days r back! =c i need the doctor!!! hope can see sum cute n handsome doctors ltr..lol.


justine's straight! super duper straight! lol.

weets. hmm where shld i start? tis entry was supposed to b up quite a few days ago but duno wad happened to tis blogger! it didnt wanna upload my entry n deleted e stuff i wrote! wth... growls.

justine's totally into e korean fever now..sum how,she is attracted to korean guys, shows, food, everythink abt korean people! lol. KOREAN FREAK! but justine hasnt 4gottern she's a singaporean! c= i love my country still! lol.

i guess e korean movie 'helen the baby fox' is no more screening in the cinemas already..signs~ nvm, ther's oways e pirated vcds! =x lol. [ i hope e police wont c tis n come ransack my hse! ]

e baby fox ish darm cute...so tamed..didnt kno that foxes were so cute n nice wen they were babies..but when they grow older, they'll turn into fericious man-eating animals! =c




<<<>so sweet! the fox kissed the cute little boy! -innocent love- =)


wee...my exams have finally come to an end..but! i duno wads going to happen for my 1026 module ehs..was told to wait till 13sept to kno if my statement of absence is approved? lol. super weird! 13sept is lyk so so so long.....

yups! da 4 of us wen to celebrate in conjunction to the end of our stress! weets! jus look at e spread of food.. we were such gluttons =x
yu wen, e yong tao fu aunty =x lol. in sch eat yong tao fu nt enuf..go seoul garden take even more! lol. more pics are wif pei ru.. i guess i'll upload it sum time if im nt lazy =x hmm ok. lets continue.. ah hems.. we were like one of e earliest customers to arrived but left last! =x oops! even those who came after us left before us..lol. we PIGS!

after that, we went to j8 watch 'snakes on e plane'. wow. tis movie's super nice! recomended by justine! exciting, thrilling..keeps u awaiting the next scene..lol. damn urgent to go toilet after e show..high tide! lol. we went to take neo prints too! lol. as usual, there were sec sch students there..n we were e old aunties..lol.

walk walk c c..buy clothes! lol S&K having great sale ehs! damn cheap..bought a pants, usual price $49, now $15..lol. well, tats e gd tink abt waiting for sale peroids..lotsa places are now having 70% discount! woots.. justine, u're reminded to b mindful of ur wallet..lol

LOL. justine! step down to planet earth!

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[ why suddenly e spacing become so big?!?!? ]

i missed e nite we laid under e tress..

the way u held my hands..

the way u whispered into my ears..

the way u smiled at me..

ur tanned skin, so soft

ur kiss, so sweet

ur hug, so warm

i miss u!

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lol. imagine if 'he' saw tis..
he wld think justine is MAD! seriously, i myself oso cant take it at times..i get too carried away by feelings. thou i kno it will never last, but im still hoping for it to start..

hmm..on 2nd thought, i tink its better for us to remain frens.. relationship would hurt in the end..y not just let my impression of him lurk in my mind always rather then be happy for a season n start to hate him n myself ltr..anyway, r/s at tis age barely lasts! frenship last! who knows maybe our frenship wld last till we're at a marrigable age n we can get married! LOL. justine's thinking too much again..all thx to her wild imagination!

okok enuf..if nt justine's goin to b too mushy again.. read le hair will stand =x

-happy!-

SGH attatchment starts on monday! boo.. wad a nice start for my holis...

justine was bored today
she decided to explore her hp..
n guess wad..she found out that her hp actually had sth lyk ''neoprint'' functions!
she got so fascinated by it and decided to play with it.. lol.



super bordem..
hmpx.


last time, she used to complain no games at home(maple) now, she still says its boring! wan more entertainment!
see! humans are never contented with wad they have!
maybe its just human nature.... we are never contented with our present status and would use ways n means to improve our social class.. [ oops. starting on sociology! =x]
and it is bcoz of our constant need to improve that holds our economy and provide stability for our country..

take me as an example...at 1st, a normal hp would just do..just to contact my frens via sms n to have a personal hotline..
den, technolofy improves..hp with coloured screen, camera, radio, mp3 functions, etc all appeared.. and i, changed duno hw many hp..lol. see, justine's also greedy... =x not really greedy lahs. jus put it in a way lyk i wanna catch up with the times... haha

hmm.. okok.. i guess thats for all now.. got to go study! (0.0)zzz..

justine's a good gal..
she stayed at home the whole day to study..
but she came up with these instead =x

i wrote it myself hor..not copy from sumwhere..lols.

-------------------------------------------------
i sat there in deep thought,
thinking what my life would be if the earth crashed
my life would turn trash
my heart would smash
without you, i'll be ash..

now that he's gone,
wads left of us is this song,
im like a tree without leaves,
a sky without clouds..
totally lost without u
------------------------------------------------

weets.
another korean show..
got handsome guy! mux watch ahs.
lol. but most importantly, tis show ''my lovely samsoon'' very very funny.
haha..hui fen lent me e vcd...
u can luff till stomach ache.
even my sis enjoyed it.
so i guess it shld be nice.

but it only has 16 episodes. =c
it would be nicer if e story is nicer!



handsome rite...
wads his name ahs.. =x
i 4gt =x

e net has not much pics of him..
mayb there would b more wen it screens on chn 8 tis thurs!

woots.

rmb mux watch ahs.

justine had harshbowns with cucumber n tomatoes for breakfast
+ cup of coffee
+ one kiwi

healthy huhs. lol.
hmm.
i deleted most of my past enteries.
eew.reading thru them makes me wanna puke.
eeks. well..it was e past..n i dun wanna rmb them. lol.
now, my life's great. C=

*justine wants to b a happy little gal! >.<

he's just a click away,
yet im so shy
wad happened to my courage i once had
LOL.

angel:cannot cannot...justine, dun sink into tis mess again...
single's good...very good!

devil:but justine..wont ur world be perfect with him?
its only a conversation, come on!

angel: dun wan lahs. i shy.

devil: dun regret it if he slips away den!

LOL. self talk.. intra-personal? did i get it right? or isit inter-personal? =x oops. haben been studying =x

time flies! got to fetch my sis... arrrr....

winks* yups. i changed my blogskin.
and..woots. see..handsome rite..
MY kwon sang woo.. hehe..

suai ge....
drop dead gorgeous!


i miss watching ''stairway to heaven''
miss his voice..LOL =x
anyway, it cant b his voice coz its translated de =c





actually, i went surfing for his pics..and... he looked damn old in sum of them...
my kwon sang woo..u cannot look old! mux maintain ur looks!! but..even if u're an old man, i guess i'll still b crazy over u!





see..cheng jun n jing shu so loving... >.<

wen's my turn? =c













justine loves kwon sang woo! LOL

growls...i had sch 2day wen my bro n sis n every other sec n pri sch didnt hab sch....
wth...poly's so bad..dun even leave us national day holi..they even took away my youth day! *frowns

but...the best thing's is that i've got no sch till next thu...e start of semestral exams.. tis aint no holiday =c its mugging days! sob... so many things i wanna do after my exams..

1. burn away my books? [maybe =x]
2. go CRAZY wif mama >.<
3. exercise!
4. shop shop shop...
5. indulge in the world of sedimental, relaxing songs [ lols =x]
6. go dating(s)
7. play maple!!!!

i guess thats all i can think off nw..my mind's too full! anyway, i drew 2 cards..check them out..




this ish for ms ong...my beloved clinical teacher..
very nice lady..
she was kinda naggy at 1st =x [oops] but it was for our own gd..

see,nw she produced such an excellent student lyk me! >.<
all her hard work didnt go down e drain!





yes! a bday card too..haha..
e content is kinda stupid..too bad.. its a secret..cant let u guys see =x

haha!




oh ya..i tink tis blogger tink is crazy..i had to press lyk duno hw many donkey times b4 my pic culd b posted!! wth...
actually..there's another pic...my pic..lol. mayb tis tink doesnt wan too much of my face here... growls...as usual, i duno hw to organise my pics! @#$%^&&&**%$#% =x

anyway, im so happy? or shld i be angry? arrs... nono.. i shld b ok c=
life still goes on...
unspeakable words..



beneath justine lies mysteries to be unfold...
justine's goin back to mug!

woots.just came back after muggin in sch for a few hrs..
haha..

next wk's e start of semestral exams!
22's my eng o lvl oral at bartley sec!
arrr......im lyk skipping 1 of my test..duno hw..

okays. haha.
i did kinda well for e sum sort of 30% written test..
-bio science: A
-clinical theory: A+
-psychology: A
-sociology: B

c= smiles smiles...
but i missed a 10% gave away psy test2day!
damn it! too slpy,didnt go..stupid tcher,didnt tell us abt e test oso..arrr..

anyway..semestral exams r lyk more important..
got to go mug again =c


phew!
justine's very tired of living!

i hate hot tempered people

people who think tat they own the entire world when they are angry,
people who treat humans worst then dogs when they want things to go their way,
people who have no respect for others,
in their mind, they only have '' i, me, myself''

they would get no where in life,
the society would discrimate them,
people would comdemn them,
for they do not have the simplest attribute in life, ''RESPECT''

be it in big ways or small ways,
greeting our elders when we see them,
remaining silent when being scolded by our elder,
many more..

what if one doesnt have ''respect'' in life?
everyone would be invisible and he would only see himself in this world
then,people close to him would suffer,
be it physically or emotionally..

signs~


study!study!study!!!!!!

tis is so so sweet...haha


-when guys wanna kiss gals-

1. they hold your hand and always play with it.
2. they stare into your eyes for a long time.
3. they always tell you how much they love youand that they will never let you go.
4. they just grab your hand because they want tohold it.
5. they play with your hair.

tis is so so sweet...haha


-when guys wanna kiss gals-

1. they hold your hand and always play with it.
2. they stare into your eyes for a long time.
3. they always tell you how much they love youand that they will never let you go.
4. they just grab your hand because they want tohold it.
5. they play with your hair.

lols. seems lyk im bloggin very often..no choice..im too bored at home!
yawns...

check tis out..my 1st pic taken from my hp..

lol

tis ish pepper..lol

taken quite sum time ago but nv post..haha

cute rite...

she says ''hmpx! i wanna eat too!''

haha