haha! dun ever owe people money or u'll end up lyk him. lol
LOVED @5:15 PM
cute huh. lols =x
LOVED @4:40 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
okok. after doin parry de, i've to do brenda's LOL
i've been tagged by: brenda
instructions: list eight different points of your ideal lover. mention gender. tagg eight others to do it.
gender: MALE of coz. [ im straight]
qualities: o1. looks presentable.nt weird =x o2. caring o3. understanding o4. sense of humour mux b ther! o5. nice smile. o6. mr nice guy. o7. able to provide me with e best of his ability o8. hen ai hen ai wo!
8 frens tat i love n want them to do this:
oh no.i dun hab enuf frens. =c nvm jus say im lazy to name them =x oops. anyway! i did it brenda! LOLs
LOVED @3:39 PM
1.Do the following WITHOUT complains 2.Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours 3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged 4.Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY: parry
Favourites Favourite colours: all c= Favourite food: duno ehx.i eat everytink =x Favorite songs: songs by jay zhou,energy,etc. [cant tink of them nw=x] Favourite movie: the hostel (r21) [i sneaked in =x] Favourite sports: running? Favourite day of the week: sat c= [my weekend] Favourite season: winter [too bad spore dun hab =c] Favourite ice cream flavour: chocolate!
Currents Current mood: bored! Current desktop: maple wallpaper Current toenail: only 1 big toe painted,e rest normal Current time: 3.18pm Current annoyances: doin this! =x Current thoughts: maple..i wanna log in acqulia n play but its FULL! f5 Current book you are reading: sexual abuses in a child [ dun ask y.lol.im interested in tis field =x]
FirstFirst best friend: in kindergarden ba.but i 4gt her name =x First crush: 4gt le leix.too many =x First movie: 4gt le ahx First piercing: i tink b4 i went into pri sch.lol.but it closed! First lie: ages ago lo.. First music: hw do u expect me to rmb? First car: e car i drew in kindergarden.lol First handphone: nokia 3315 LastLast cigarette: no way! i dun smoke. Last drink: iced h20 Last car ride: alex's family de car Last crush: secret secret. >< Last movie: the nun Last phone call: alex Last CD played: jay zhou Have you everHave you ever dated your best friend: yups Have you ever broken the law: wad do u tink.lols. Have you ever been arrested: i dun tink so. gd citizen c= Have you ever been on tv: i tink so.sum extra. lols Have you ever kiss someone you dont know: dunno ehx
5 things you are wearing: my specs.shirt.shorts. +2 under garments lo. 4 things you have done today: tv.maple.brush teeth.go toilet.walked. 3 things you can hear right now: tv.my typin sound.e aircon 2 things you cant live without: my hair.my hp. 1 thing you do when you are bored: tv lor.
the 5 peoples who hav been tag:azimah.brenda.zoee.rachel.siew ting.
LOVED @3:07 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
wads life worth living for? each day, we wake up.. eat.bathe.play.work.slp tats all we humans can do. but even so, these activites can tire us out at times.
wad about animals? their daily activites are nt as busy as us they lead a more carefree life, espically those in e wild. however, they have to count a lot on themselves. sad case.
life is so boring. i need more excitement. im tired of studyin. im tired of my life
maple.im tired of it. nusring.so much to learn. msn.too little frens. life.sucks!
=/ i need a change of life!
LOVED @1:39 PM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
u asked me recently.. ''if one day both of us are single.can we b tgt" i replied ''probably''
shocked tat u asked me tat.. so many things i wanna tell u.. but i jus cant.. wen will tat day ever come..
-thinking of eux-
LOVED @12:09 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
well. as usual, im day sucked. how shld i put it? it started off well but ended with a silent tear.
thou its e holis, still had to go back to sch to do projects. so damn far to travel frm where i am to sch. i was damn fucking late. wasted 10 bucks.
den went to met him as PS as usual, eat,movie,arcade. sian ah! wads e fucking big deal wif a race wif e fucking damn machine. waste to $
watched 'the nun' silly show. no kick. =.=
took e bus back. got blamed for not sittin in front where there were sits. wad e fuck.i like to sit behind wad.. is u too fat cant squeeze in den pl gave u tat eye lor. i was there 1st, nt her. her bf dun wanna sit den u gong tao go squeeze in den say my fault.
after she left, a gay sat beside him. as if e gay culd fit in la. so squeezy. touch a bit pl say kao peh liao. fucked up.
got a lecture during e walk back. damn it. i just wanna shut my ears. stuff a fucking cloth down his throat.
come back here n gt treated lyk a maid. wad hab i done yet again? pig sty. wanna get out of tis freakin place
LOVED @10:58 PM
well. as usual, im day sucked. how shld i put it? it started off well but ended with a silent tear.
thou its e holis, still had to go back to sch to do projects. so damn far to travel frm where i am to sch. i was damn fucking late. wasted 10 bucks.
den went to met him as PS as usual, eat,movie,arcade. sian ah! wads e fucking big deal wif a race wif e fucking damn machine. waste to $
watched 'the nun' silly show. no kick. =.=
took e bus back. got blamed for not sittin in front where there were sits. wad e fuck.i like to sit behind wad.. is u too fat cant squeeze in den pl gave u tat eye lor. i was there 1st, nt her. her bf dun wanna sit den u gong tao go squeeze in den say my fault.
after she left, a gay sat beside him. as if e gay culd fit in la. so squeezy. touch a bit pl say kao peh liao. fucked up.
got a lecture during e walk back. damn it. i just wanna shut my ears. stuff a fucking cloth down his throat.
come back here n gt treated lyk a maid. wad hab i done yet again? pig sty. wanna get out of tis freakin place
LOVED @10:58 PM
Monday, June 12, 2006
=/ i wanna upload pics..but no usb cable here =.-
read 'those' stuff he wrote last time long ago.. i tot i wont b bothered abt it.. but..i cant lie to myself anymore i mind..i really mind a lot abt it.
e way he used to treat them.. e tinks he did.. all of them...they matter a lot to me
'childish la last time' but i dun tink so. tats wad he really can n will do 4 sum1 he loves. yet he cant do e same nw.
i seriously dun c e diff. he is still living nw, thou time pass, he is still e same he.. its whether he wanna do it anot.
wen i giv, i really giv me best. i can say tat i am seriously beta den hw i treated my ex last time but wad abt him? sign~
just walk down, 1 blk away onli.. but sth for me to eat b4 he go out oso so diff.. but yet, he can walk to mac(kilometers away) to buy sth for her. can buy gastric medicine 4 her.. =C
i oso duno hw to put it in words. <3 broken tats all.......
i need to find sum1 beta...where is my prince...................
=/
LOVED @12:26 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
woots...im back... today...early morning wake up go sch run at e stadium wif hui fen n yu wen... both my darlings ><
i long time no exercise le =x lols. today 1 shot run 3 rounds.....shld tat b sum kinda achivement? i tink i shld push myself harder next time...lols.
wen we bath in e toilet after e run..it brought me back to e times wen i had school camp =.= so fun =x lols! love them lots!
fri gt psychlogy test...lols. so many stuff to rmb... but its kinda fun =x psy rocks! im gonna read pl's mind...wahaha
hais.so fan so fan... he dun understand... guys 4eva...cant read gals mind..
[ i sank in so deep...i cant get out nw ]
LOVED @12:02 AM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
2june2006...
went out wif mama at e new cinema near plaza sing...still duno wads tt place called...lols..
thou e time spend was short...i enjoyed myself.. its been a long time since i met her...my beloved mama..
too bad i dint take a pic of her n me tgt..i was too zi lian myslef =x [oops] haha...
[taken in e toilet..i was facinated by e design of e sink]
we watch 'da vinc code' and ate pop corns....hahahs..well. tis time, mama treated me e pop corns! yippies. tehy were espically delicious...yum yum...
den ltr at nite, i wen car sighting wif him at yishun there..call me silly...but...........im jus mad...soking into pain myself again....
cars cars cars..guys r so mad abt them...wads so special? lyk buses, they can transport pl...mode of transport...i wld choose a bus rather than an expensive sports car coz i can ferry lots of my frens~~~ woots! so cool...
lol i dun wanna pick up a fight or debate over cars here...i jus find it stupid at times wen i see him gettin so excited over a car...jus a car....lyk nv seen cars b4 lyk tt....
LOVED @1:46 PM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
dont try to immitate her voice ' i tell u huh..' u're jsut adding oil to e fire.. r u so meserized by her that u actualluy lost ur brains?!?!
"oh im jsut playin with her.. u go n see her lor... so ugly... er xin...'' ''oh i accept the testi coz im just testing her... oh coz i wanna show cck tat now gt gals like me lor... im not so lonely after all''
total crap. dont blame me for closing up... i just cant help it.. once bitten,twice shy... wad more..u scolded? shouted? created a big fuss over all my guy contacts on msn... i unwillingly deleted them all.. wad bout u? i just kept quiet abt ur ''bitches''
just go to ur fucking army n go find those bitches or prositutes la... get a life! n stop crappin ''i love u i love u'' bull shit!
wen cck dumped u..this was wad u told me '' i actually dont love her le..tats y i fooled ard.. '' aiyars.dumped jiu dumped lor.dont make it sound so nice.. n wad u r doin now? does tis explain ur actions? if u wanna fool ard..get a fuck out of my life... u dun deserve to say...''im nt able to do anytink tat wld betray u..i cant bear to do so''
same history.. same acions... wad have tis world become of? guys are forever not innovative..
''xiao mei mei nia..jealous wad? if i dun love u u tink y wld i come all e day here? aiya..u see lor..nth between us de lo..''
wads surprising was tat i actually didnt utter a word abt it... he just say everytink out... great.. wad does tis show....guilty conscious.. u just gave urself away...
just tink back....just a little msg, or a 'hi' in msn wld trigger you of to create a nuscience.. ur mum cried... uncle n aunty came down... ur frens came down... woke up e whole estate... wad a monster! where in e world wld u find a gal tat after all tis.. took it by her stride n still stayed wif u..
6 mths to me is nth... just take it as a lesson for me.. beta get to kno guys well...very well... b4 starting a r/s
sumtimes, i envy cck..thx goodenss she left u early! at least she wont get tis kinda treatment nw... who wld wana b wif a time bomb..
*grabs my shirt push me hard, i banged onto e wall ''u tink i wanna hit woman ah!''
wads tis? no reapect for gals at all.. u tink i dont hab wad it takes to fight wif u? e least i still ahb sum respect for u..i will nv do tat.. i just dun wana create a big fuss over minor stuff.. u dun care bout ''face'' but i do...
so called 'future business man' wif tis attitude... haha~ imagine appearing on magazines... n pl start to wag.. ''eh tis guy mad de..u shld c wen he gets angry..lyk a mad dog..face oso dun wanna care'' till now, u haven change... pl do get angry.. but i haven seen i tat reacts lyk u in my entire life.. poor parents of urs...
not enough, outside my hse stll wanna create trouble.. ''so wad..i nt stayin here long term wad..i just can some n go onli wad..care wad face...not my prob..'' fucked up rite! no diff or even worst den tat daniel teh!