almost the end of 1 wk at KKH
the tot of wrking wif small little kids b4 our posting was full of excitement
however, it feels different in the real situation.
LOL. probably bcoz it wasnt really wad i expected.
no nursery no newborns.
just children, ranging frm mths to 16yrs wif medical probs..
wad we dint expect was, there wasnt anything/much for us to do as compared to SGH
tat aint a bad thing but, its too boring!
okie, at least we get to stand ard and tok rubbish =p
time passes faster here thou.

i wana go out but bring my hse along wif me
i wanna go somewher tat feels lyk home?
nono. i just feel lyk going out, but wana stay at home.
in short, i wana go out but yet still be inside my home
am i talking sense?
yes, probably to myself..
haha.


i miss too much
tats y im nuts.
cant help much
just eat more nuts

lalala~
i.m.<3
=C

maybe i'll always be secondary
okay. wadever.
=/

neat~
i decided to pop by the polyclinic's coz i woke up early tis morning.
i slpt at 3am+ and woke up ay 7am+
and im so energised till now.
my posterior pituitary gland is producing too much adrenaline hormones
adrenaline rush.
LOL

oh yes,
as i was saying..
my wisdom tooth is giving me probs again
the same one!
but i tink its gotten worst tis time =C
1/2 of it has been embedded underneath my gums and its probably not growing straight
upper deck teeth presses on the swollen gums too.
T.T
save my mouth~
i cant even eat properly
nvm. dun eat. i nid to loose more weight till i can fly~

have to do my extraction at NDC
culd actuali do it next monday but due to stupid attatchments,
i had to post pone it to 1mth ltr.
i hope i still have my mouth wif me den. LOL

i hate taking medications.
LOL non-compliant =X
i wld bear the pain coz i dun lyk popping pills =S
e mouthwash is really bitter can.
why not thymol gargle or sth tat taste better. LOLs

met nana after her wrk. the last time we met was during our bday celebration wif the gang.donkey ages since i ever shopped in real life. im serious! LOL. its been online-online-online-shopping all the while. [the reason why im not spacing out is coz i tink its gonna look too WIDE and ugly wif e huge spaces inbetween. for every 'ENTER'

the paragraph jumps tis much =.=]

dint have high hopes on getting sth cox i tot the prices ther wld be lyk whopping high frm last experience. apparently, i dint go home dishearted. LOL alrites, tis oso meant i spent quite alot. =x but most of them were 10bucks each. =] i still love my online shopping thou. LOL.

we spent more den 3hrs just at bugis street lur.dint even get a chance to pop by across the road. LOL in a gd way, i can save myself frm getting a bigger hole in my pocket..

i so envy the people who are enjoying and slacking off their holidays. im so gonna be a cow next wk T.T

i NID to vent my anger.
DAMN TAT ASSHOLE BROTHER!
i kno its crude to talk about my 'own' bro but i cant help it
he seriously nids attitude restructuring!
his frens shld really see tis post and ask him to reflect coz he DOESNT listen to negative or neutral comments on himself..

'YA LA YA LA, U'RE THE BEST LA, OWAYS CORRECT'
scarstic comment he gave me.
'yes, so wad if im smart, u're really stupid den'
fucker.

pain in the ass.
toking to him
really makes me feel lyk slapping him hard on the face
or maybe, just get a knief thru his neck, thru the trachea down to the spinal cord!

stuck up attitude of his
i really wonder why he even has got frens n serves in the church ministry
sucks can!
HOLY christian behave lyk tis at home.
not even to me, but to parents..
wher's even the least respect?
its lyk we own everything to him..
SUCKER!!

grats, for he dint get into CJ
he just make me lyk to see him not getting wad he wants
or-bi-good!
he once said, maybe not once, but a million times,
''I DONT EVEN KNO WAD I WANT TO DO, HOW U EXPECT ME TO GO POLY?!?!?''
and now, after he got his posting results - serangoon jc, he's lookin up on the poly courses
good for him for being so aloof

i mearly asked if he wanted to go into poly since he culdnt get into CJ and isnt really happy wif going into serangoon jc
it was a QUESTION
and he said i was making 'assumptions'
HELLO?
i repeat, its a QUESTION not an assumption
and he die hard oso say its an assumption
WTF. he can never accept he is wrong can!

now, he's even trying to appeal into TJC?
previously, he was posted to tat sch for 1st 3mths
he DIE oso dun wan
appeal CJ
now wana go back to wher he rejected..
they rejected him for his posting choices oso
now he's trying so hard,
duno 4 wad fuck.
he's so hard to please..
or maybe, he cant even please himself?

ytd, my mum asked out of concern what his principal said abt his appeal
immediately, he gt so aggitated and replied with the fucked-up voice
'I WHER GOT SAY HE WANTS TO SEE US? DUN ANYHOW SAY LA!'
I heard him telling my mum e other day can?
and he so confident say nv say?
mum said i can be wittness coz i heard and guess wad?
he still dun admit he wrong
so do i have to say, me n my mum were hearing things?

he nids real reflection.
does he even speak in tis matter to his frens b4?
how many times?
got exceed no. of fingers on 1 hand anot?
mayb 1 time oso dun hab can.
SHIT HIM
he practically talks with 'I-AM-KING' tone everyday can..
yes, everyday.
only once in a million moon he speaks lyk an angel. eew?!
a million moon hasnt come thou.


good heaven-ly gracious if he even gets a gf
poor gurl.
she wld never find out the ugly side of tis man
till.. mayb get married or live tgt?
by den, it wld b too late to run.
-----------------------------------------------

yes, i feel more calmed own after all tat venting.
thou i really felt lyk laying my paws on him,
i shldnt, coz even my parents dun do tat..
mayb wen we were younger.
but now not already.

i tink its better tis way coz we dont learn violence to get wad we want or to vent our anger
its unhealthy for both sides, victim and attacker?
haha~
i applaud my parents for being patient people
2wards tat stinky bro of mine, i can nv do the same.

thinking abt violence makes me think back to my previous exposure
yes, it sucked. big time.
i dont ever wana see tat kind of thing again coz it really scares me to the brink wher i go too tearful for any words.

okay!
nid to lighten up the mood a little.
de-stress coz exams are finally over!
huurraay!
poor bain cells, massive war tis few wks.
LOL.

sry to part of the gang for not being able to go town today
i was really tired
duno wad to do ther oso.
slp seemed a better resort 4 me coz i lost so much of it..
hope u enjoyed..
date wif u all some other time =]


sad thing is tat attatchments are up again next wk
T_T
nnnoooooooo.....
let tis friday, saturday and sunday last lyk a year okie!!
make it last.
LOl.

i wan my holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


complicated people are so hard to understand
live simple (:

CJ7's nice!
must watch, must watch!

the alien fur-ball is so so cute!!

HAPPPIIEE BELATED V'DAY!

i dint prepare anytink special for <3
=C
im bad. LOL
at least we caught a movie tgt!
*grins.

T.T i've got a post v'day's day paper today
i hate exams, espically this one.
who loves exams anyway.
hello nyp, im lyk seeing u again after such a long time.
dun b sad, coz i dint miss u at all.
LOL.

im so so bored!
mama's found an admin job! finally!!
at some florist shop?
gawd, she doesnt lyk flowers thou.
LOL.

alrites, i nid to bathe n probably stuff my head in bks again!

last sunday was mama's last day at M&S !
lyk finally~ she was already awaiting tis day on the 2nd day she started wrk.
its such a sad thing to go home early on such a day n so, ther was our movie date.!

cs,brenda, mama, me. 4some =]
jy's mia coz she lost her hp AGAIN(duno how many times liao!! =s)
zoee's in KL
fiona was tired?
susan last min put aeroplance =.=

SWEED TODD
it was a voilent musical? LOLs.
rated m18 i guess coz of the way the main lead killed people..
the made pies wif human meat! and every1 was lyk coming over to taste the tasty pies
roars. how gross is tat!

for once, my hse is so sun lu to cab with them
LOL!

went out wif mama ytd. bugis to orcard, orchard to bugis. i got so sick of trains. LOL

i did hair extensions ^^ onli 2 strands. l0ls~anyway, if any of u are interested in DAINTY masks, retaining at SASA at $2.50 each

i can get them at a steal for u.. $1.10 each. let me kno if u wan any so i can order them in bulk frm my supplier =D

save me coz exams are ard the sides!!

1st day of CNY but im totally not in the mood.
probably worrying to much abt exams next wk..
as usual, my sch doesnt let us off to enjoy our holis =C
fiona's already haveing her holis till APRIL
and me!!
i jus ended attatchemts, next wk exam den back to attatchments again T.T
sobs.

went to valley road, somewher near kovan
the hse is lyk 50+ yrs old! ROFL
yes, its e onli hse which hasnt been removated for 50+yrs
best thing is tat its freehold~ theirs foreva

got to hear history abt our family coz my sis doing research for her sch project.
i tot it was gg to be some mundane history
but it sounded quite interesting to me...
LOL

before my grandfather's father bro passed away,which is lyk ages ago~
he went to china to research abt our family history so tat he can have sth to pass down to the younger generations in the future

i came frm CHINA. faints. C-H-I-N-A!!
the earlier generations wrked in the palace for the emperor then, thus, ther were records of them ther..
my ah ma, did knitting to make a living.
migrated, some to thailand, msia, spore~

n so, some of them, my ah ma n her siblings got a place in sg, which is at valley road. i guess pretty lotsa pl stayed ther? i dun wana count or guess the no..
coz.. one wooden table sat 20 of them for studying. LOL

anyway, if im gg to continue tis, i tink it wld take foreva.
LOLs

oh ya. im an aunty at 19 already =C
my nieces are lyk sec sch age/younger.
T.T i haven marry yet eh.. l0ls.
beats my sis being younger den them but is their aunty.
waahahaha!!

im not really close to my cousins.
lyk seriously.
i dun kno who is who thou i see them once a yr.
yar. once a yr.
dun really talk to them..
i cant imagine myself gg back ther wen i hav my own family in the future.
it feels so distant n cold.
LOL

oh well.
sad CNY =/
nvm, i jus want more ang baos =p

2wks + 3days at neurosurgery ward.
yes, its finally over! l0ls.
i dread attatchments but tis ward has been a pretty nice one

CNY eve~
we werent let off.. well at least i was on morning shift n can go back on time for reunion dinner..
im so so tired yet i cant rest =C

aww. gtg le.
mum making noise.
LOL

ciao~