it feels so different w/0 <3 ard
T.T
nvm~
monday will come real fast..
i jus gotta kip myself bz enuf not to feel so lonely.
LOL
nono. its nt so pathetic.
im really fine alone. =D


skipped class.
onli had sports elective
ru dint feel lyk running n if i go onli for for 1hr
abit... sian.
LOL so dun go better


my sis wld be back ltr.
i guess i wld be going ther to fetch her =]

my clinical pract was scheduled for today.
butterflies in my tummy.cold hands. i entered the rm. LOL
i was the 1st one... but, nt really 1st coz a few others followed me in too. l0ls.

my pick:
I/M buscopan 20mg stat
infusion pump-regulation

collected the apporiate equiptments. n yes, i gt a super nice lecturer, mr mike goh.
LOL! hey, he's really nice. =]

assessment as usual..bla bla bla.
i had problems getting the liquid medication down b4 i broke the ampule.
no matter hw hard i shook, it dint wana go down..l0l!
me kind lil angel helped me.he got it down wif a strong flick.
broke the ampule, and started to draw...
zzz! it was 20mg in 1ml.
drew out, flick the syringe to get the bubbles out, push e needle a lil n....
zzz! a little of the medication flew out.
gone. i had lyk 0.8ml or 0.9ml -.-
okays. i was given another chance.
but same tink again! wth.

picture tis.
a needle.
a lil liquid at e inside tip of the needle - AIR till the entrance of syringe to ard 0.2ml -
n so, i had to expel the air out.
so no matter wad, that lil bit of medication wld still fly out -.-

ROARS. sch is mad, they onli gave us each ONE ampule to break n practise n expect us to be GOD?
we relied on the ONE and ONLY broken ampule 4 our practises, oways filled it up to the brim, which is much much more den the new stock volume.
tat is y we arent able to draw the PRECISE amt in the real practs.
stingy. they shld really more linent, allow at least 0.1-0.2ml range.
we aint experts.
we can be, if we were give MORE NEW ampules to practise on.
so many people failed on jus tis part
its a real pity.
coz i had all the right technique n all.
oh well!
i will rmb hw precsion is so important for life coz i failed tis once =S

alrites, back to wher i stopped.
mr goh said.. okays. nvm. continue.
he dint tell me he was going to fail me wif those innocent eyes. LOL!
so i continue, give e jab n all..

continued wif the regulation of I/V normal saline 0.9%
all went well.

only after the end, he said.
u've done very well
however, coz i wasnt able to draw exactly 1ml of the medication, he has to fail me 4 tat one skill.
it wasnt tat bad.
he spoke nicely.
i wasnt really sad or wad coz i knew wad went wrong.
i nid more practise wif NEW ampules.
i hope the wld provide them for the remedials! LOL

at least
now my mind can rest n stop worrying. LOL
=D

not 4 long.
coz bio pract's next wk. LOL
but i love bio! =]
jyjy~

done wif 2035!
still have 2 more grp projects n 1 10min indivdual presentation.
ROARS. y mux hab so many projects.
i seriously dun realli see e point of it.

wed's my clincal pract.
anal.
i have the least of all moods to restudy the module coz last wk was the theory.
sloug my guts for it n nw again T.T
no mood lahs!


funny.
we were talking abt typhoons during our meal.
some distance relative of wen's gt blown, slam against the wall at home.
it comes so suddenly. scarry.
n den, we went to some open space, kill time.
happily cam whoring.
it was so bright n sunny.
who knos, suddenly, turned dark n windy. lyk real windy!
ther were lyk yellow flower petels. lyk a lot. blew strongly to our direction!
CHIONG!
grabbed our stuff n ran. lol!
totally freaky.
i swore, our presentition stuff had a super high chance to being flown away if i dint cling on to them so tightly.
LOL
hey, but e wind's lyk real nice =D




<3 going off soon.
real soon.
=C

wheeees!
finally, after a long long wait, i've straightened mee idiotic, messy, shitty hair. LOL
its gone 4 gd!
sometimes i jus wish tat it wld stop growing so i wont have to get it undergo treatment after treatment =/
y dint god bless me wif straight hair?
ans: my parents prayed for me to have slighty wavy hair -.-!!

TY mama, me loved loved sweetest buddy. LOL
we met lyk at 9plus but the shop onli opened at 10.30am..
oh well~~~
slacked at coffee bean.
she treated me a drink. LOL!
passed her a lil sth, glittery eyeliner i bought a few days ago..
she's crazy over make up! so am i. l0ls. okies im nt tat crazy coz i cant afford wad her mama gets 4 her. LOL

she did her red highlights considering the fact tat she had them done lyk 2days ago at JB -.-
now, its more obvious. l0ls. pretty. u can see them even under e shade.
i only jus finished washing my 1st round of hair n she was already done..
LOL yes, so sweet, she waited for me.
after 3 hrs plus, ta da~
new hair. l0ls.
its kinda flat but i guess its due to the comparasion wif e thick fluffy hair i once had.
its so so much neater n tamed! =DD

went over to ru's place to prepare e props for tmr's presentation.

rofl! thx goodness i spotted a HUGE mistake wif the presentation. we sidetracked! n we wld have been a gonner, a total gonner if we presented tat stuff tmr. phew~

in e end, they did e props, i was stuck to restructure e mistake. no one's fault, every1 dint notice. urs sincerely dint go thru it at all till today -.-! LOL. see hw lazy am i... =x

random pics, dint get every1 to take 1..

GASTRICS.
gawd. it nearly kill me.
6pm - 930pm. HELL!
i swear i wanted to get to the hospital e time i reached home at 830.
e freaking medicine took lyk 1hr b4 it eased my pain.
okays. it was my fault for not eating the entire day.
lets say.. ard 13-14hrs, counting frm my last meal last nite.
i tried to be wonderwoman. but failed T.T
i wasnt hungry at all. =/
my dad say, i shldnt have ate so fast. drink a milo 1st. l0ls.
mayb i shld try tat e next time.
i always shuffed food down so tat e acid wld take its action and stop hurting me. in return, it oways doubles e pain. =C

i shld try carrying the gastric pain reliver pills ard.
in case!
countless times, how i remind myself not to be an idiot n try e pain again... but~
i will try to be a gd gal n take my meals at apporiate times =C


ty fen fen for being such a sweetie.
lol! so nice of her to help me do anminations of the slides
i was lyk expecting her to sen me the slides wif the pics uploaded n stuff, ready 4 me to animate..who knos!
she tell me she help me anminate coz see me so pain. lols!!
touched. LOL!
iloveu fen! =D

clinical theory was a total spoiler. had to study lyk siao b4 we culd enjoy.

as the saying goes, suffer 1st b4 u enjoy. LOL

as usual, studied rubbish, wad came out was unexpected. lungs.heart zzz
totally nth abt injection. so much for rmbing all e needle sizes, amt n bla bla bla!

5hrs of rotting -.-
50mins paper. ended at 5.55pm

oops! yep. nicer one =D
went to yuki yaki at marina square.

CHIONG. ate lyk nv eat for several yrs.

n i feel so shitty guilty nw. mayb i shld try being bulirimic LOL!

so interesting.we actually culd cook our own ice cream.

above is the no skill ice cream. dint kno the actual cookin method, tot we had to let it ice lyk tat!after the nice manager taught us, weets, ice cream experts. LOL kidding.

but its really interesting. or mayb, im jus a moutain tortoise. LOL

ice cream! =D

oh yes, my sis is finally back.
woots.
many goodies.
hehex.
but she will b gone real soon T.T
i'll be so bored at hm.

haven been updating for quite sometime.
but tis place is still alive ok!
coz i am alive~
LOL.

say goodbye to bad hair days coz im going to fix it real soon!
lyk finally~
lols!


-im a hapi lil one =D

i guess i haven been doing real exercise for a pretty long time..
let me tink.. 4mths plus? or even more!

sports elective made my slping muscles come alive.
sobs T.T
even till nw, i haven probs walking normally. dun even tink abt walking up or down stairs.
i rather roll. LOL

my back.
butt.
thighs.
lower limbs.
zzzz!!
i tink it was e stretching tat woke them up.
muscles tat dint ache b4 ache -.-
i guess, i dint wrk my arm muscles enuf. lol.

oh ya. shhshh!
i fail lyk 4 out of 5 stations lahs T.T
i cant stretch, jump nor pull!
oh gawrd.
im lyk so so dead.
e onli tink i passed and did well was situps. l0ls.
i guess e others wld improve wif trainig except incline pull ups.
idiot. weak arms of mine. LOL


pls pls, who eva wants to exercise call me hors! LOL.

as requested frm a nice lil fren, i'll do an update. LOL

had wrk wif ru at tiong baru today~
i onli rmbed tat place after i saw it, tell me tiong baru. i'll say 'huhs.wher? i nv go b4''
LOL!!
went ther last yr to wait 4 ru's aunt coz our whole grp had some project interview stuff.
less den 1yr n i forget T.T
i wan brain boosters for xmas. LOL.

pretty peaceful~
thomson n tiong baru are lyk 2 diff worlds.
one north n one south pole.
HENG ah. today nt at tomson. brk record, 100+ patients. e last time i hit 80 plus alrdy ki siao~~ l0l.
those who see thomson's clinic are so rich last. one consultion dun hab 100+ is fake de..
babies this days are so pampered.

funi tink today:
doc koh wanted a 'shepron' [i duno hw to spell =x]
used to hear tis word in the hospital.
at 1st, duno wad doctors wanted. so weird, wads tat equiment or medicine or person they want? LOL!!!
took us some time to figure out what tat word actually meant.
its lyk, usually, wen a male doctor wants to check a female patient, a female nurse has to be present so as to in case the patient sues e doctor of outrage of modesty or wad so eva. LOL!

n so, doc koh called 'pei ru~ shepron'
n ru n i suddenly shock. wads tat tat he wanted?
open the cupboard n c gt any medince wif tat name anot... LOL
den i rmb, lyk tis word very familiar, shld b ask her go assist him..
rofl!
so funi.
imagine if ru took a cream or some medication to him! l0ls.
i tink he wld luff till his intestines leak out frm his ass =x
hahahahahaha!!!


oh sharks.
next wk's lyk wk 4 n practs n theory are in wk 6..
wk 7, 8 .... project presentation.
i nid more time!
y mux they oways b so kan jiong. jus open sch onli~
relax ma... chiong so hard for...
zzz
nursing's stress, so are nurses.


i seriously miss <3
l0l.
no fakely but seriously.