Tuesday, January 17, 2006
words kust cant explain wad i wanna express
my heart aches
all tis unbearable pain..
wen will it come to a stop?
u keep apperaing in my mind..
wld u b e one who wld save me
mayb all i can do is hope
can u hear my heart?
if i culd turn back time
i wld chooose a different path
a path tat carries no more sorrows
will i like it tat way?
so used to feeling so much pain
numbness.
tears wld just stream down my eyes
i cant control it.
shld i hold on?
i kno i love u
but u...
sign~ jus dun keep breakin my heart
mayb if u read tis u will understand?
i onli hope fpor u to change
coz i dun i hav much energy
i dun hope for us to end..
-i still love u-
LOVED @ 12:20 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
hais. wen eva i tink bout it..memories him wld past my mind..pls dun make me sad again. u promised..but..
stop makin me scared..stop it..ur temper..i really cant take it..jus lyk a time bomb,can explode anytime..i wanna giv up..but i cant seem to make myself disappear..did i chose e rite path?
dun..pls dun..i dun wanna tink bout him wen im wif u..
pls dun let me tink..or imagine how life wld b if i took another path..a path to wait a little longer for him..
was it a mistake? a moment of rush? or i jus culdnt reject..i didnt kno u well enuf..i shld hav.. i shld hav..
i.....................wanna break down................
-it was all a total mistake from e start-
LOVED @ 4:37 AM